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Saturday, March 04, 2006

Currently Watching
Rent (Widescreen 2-Disc Special Edition)
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watched rent tonight with justin and my campus minister, ellis, of all people til 1:30 am. we ordered pizza and enjoyed. incredible film. would love to see it staged someday. ...sigh... i was just born in the wrong place huh?

i'm going to see Bill Cosby tomorrow, how random is that? I'm rather excited.. i mean... who wouldn't wanna see ol' Bill?

Guatemala.. the 20th-30th of may. we're building a house near the village of San Bortolo. the whole village collapsed into the ground after the flooding of underground rivers due to hurricane Stan. we'll be staying in a little house somewhere near the village...there are no beds.. so we'll be sleeping on the floor. don't know about clothes washing yet..but there will be 2 ladies to make us food. thats great to know! we'll be flying from alec. to houston to Guatemala City..and back that same route. its gonna cost over 1200 per person as we can see now. so if you wanna help out...let us know. Lord knows we need it.. and that is exactly why we are going to have it.

 


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

 I've been looking for this poem since my senior year in highschool!! No personal reason to share it, I'm just excited to have found it.

To a Friend Estranged from Me

 

 

Now goes under, and I watch go under, the sun

That will not rise again.

Today has seen the setting, in your eyes, cold and senseless as the sea,

Of friendship better that bread, and of bright charity

That lifts a man a little above the beasts that run.

 

That this could be!

That I should live to see

Most vulgar Pride, that stale obstreperous clown,

So fitted out with purple robe and crown

To stand among his betters! Face to face

With outraged me in this once holy place,

Where Wisdom was a favoured guest and hunted

Truth was harbored out of danger,

He bulks enthroned, a lewd, an insupportable stranger!

 

I would have sworn, indeed I swore it:

The hills may shift, the waters may decline,

Winter may twist the stem from the twig that bore it,

But never your love from me, your hand from mine.

 

Now goes under the sun, and I watch it go under.

Farewell, sweet light, great wonder!

You, too, farewell,---but fare not well enough to dream

You have done wisely to invite the night before the darkness came.

Edna St. Vincent Millay


Friday, February 24, 2006

today was so hard. for unexpected reasons.


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

bring your stuff to the foundation for the missions rummage sale. put it in the upper room.. or i'll hunt you down.


Sunday, January 29, 2006

Currently Reading
Secrets of the Koran
By Don Richardson
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Life is beautiful. I know i go through so many ups and downs, but i'm learning. Because i'm the leader of the missions abroad team, i've been forced to strengthen my relationship with the Lord. now you might be thinking, .wow..that's no good. but ... sometimes, if won't better myself if its only for myself.. i've got to be in my word and in prayer becuase i'm leading these people... I did not want to lead this. but, God has used it to draw me to him.. to teach me so much of what i really can know and experience. that i really can be organized and lead. its amazing. He is so good.. i'm so glad that he purposed me for such a time as this.

GO SEE THE END OF THE SPEAR. i've seen it twice and i'm seeing it again. i knew that i was called to the nations. now i know it with passion. God is so big..and so full of love for his people. i want to be worthy of such a call. to be headstrong enough and still depending on God enough to make it all happen. i just pray with all my heart that God would send me and my husband. find us worthy of it. strong enough for it..individually and collectively.

i've been thinking a lot lately about getting a degree in linquistics and semantics once i graduate. i could be a wycliffe (don't know if thats spelled right) translator. wow.. amazing. i could live with people.. give them a written language and the word of God in their own language. i could do that.. that..is amazing. im gonna keep praying about that.. i can't get it.. or the people.. just unreached peoples out of my head.

send me.



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